WOAH!! I just realized that the two stories have different ways of viewing the situation, in my older version the mom was kind of like bye and the kid was left hanging kind of feeling sad about it and well the mom was trying to convince the child. But in the second one the mom was overprotective and the child was trying to convince her. This COULD mean I have a different attitude about the character? I don't know..that is reallly...wierd. Wellll I don't know exactly what that means yet.
But I do know that maybe my mom has been changed in my eyes? One time I asked her if she was kind of disappointed in me. She said I was amazing. It was really what I needed to her and if she hadn't have said that I probably would have not been here today to tell you the truth...I hope I inferred why. She means everything to me.
Current Mood: noticeing Current Music:This is me-Demi lovato Joe jonas
So... THANKS FOR THE MEMORIES hehe NO I AM NOT LEAVING. Anyways, I just found on my Livejournal this story but I have rewrote it from scratch, because I couldn't find it! LOL. My newer version is better but I realized my past version also has some very good things and they are so much alike but my writing skills have progressed and I am not more elaborate and such. Anyways heres the new version:
“Mom, I’ll be fine, I mean it.” I said assuring . My mom still looked a little unsure about me staying home alone. I glanced over at my father hoping he could help me out. He turned unhelpfully away from my pleading glance. I turned again to my mom and tried to ease her mind once more. “Mom, I have the emergency numbers you gave me, and your just a phone call away. What could go wrong?” I remarked. my mom looked at me one more time, unsure of what I had just said. She gave it one last thought and finally said "Alright,fine but please keep the doors locked honey". "Mom",I said,"Theres nothing to worry about,I am 15 you know?". "Yes",she answered, "I know too well" smirking. We both shot each other a happy glance and followed each other towards the door. My mom locked me into a tight embrace followed by a warm hug from my dad. They each kissed me on my forehead and opened the door. Then my mom paused and took a quick glance back at my hopeful face. "Keep the doors locked" she reminded. Then she slipped through the door and my dad followed after her. I listened for a moment hearing the slam of the car doors one after the other. Then the loud "vroom" of the engine starting right after. Once I heard the car zoom out of the driveway and partially down the street I zoomed to the kitchen threw some popcorn into the microwave and hopped on the couch. Once I heard the beep of the microwave alarm I pulled myself off the couch and opened the microwave and took out the popcorn bag. I pulled open the bag and poured the contents into a large blue bowl. I walked to the couch and took a seat, and then found the remote and turned the tv on with a click and surfed through the channels til' I found "Hope Floats" and began to watch it. It had always been one of my favorite chick flicks, she leaves her husband,but then in the end finds true love. But she doesn't give in to it easily. I began to dream about love myself and before I knew it, I awoke to the sound of my alarm clock sounding from my bedroom. I looked around me and I was still on the couch and the T.V. was on. "Thank god that today is saturday!" I whispered to myself. As I got up..it felt strange my parent's hadn't woken me to get to my bedroom. I glanced at the clock "12:00 am" it read..woah I thought...it's sorta late. Why aren't my parent's awake? So I decided to go check out their bedroom..I mean who knows they might have come home late. I ran to check their bedroom but stopped at the door. It was open. I looked at the bed and ...no one was there. Where were they? I turned around and my eyes met the phone. Maybe they went to work..to get more hours in, I thought.
"Honey we'll be back soon, it's only for 2 hours you'll be fine.All the emergency numbers are on the fridge.Call us if you need anything."-smooch-*her mom kisses her on the forehead* -door slams- "Bye.." whispered franciesca.She quietly walked to the couch -click- the tv came on and she turned through the many channels to find out what was on.-sounds of birds singing-.Franciesca woke up and looked at the clock.She read the time 6:00 AM.She looked outside the window.Her parents car wasn't in the driveway.She felt a wierd feeling in her stomach,and hada bad feeling.She thought to herself "Something doesn't feel right,they said they would be back in two hours." She walked to their bedroom and opened the door -squeak- she was suprised when she saw no one lying in the bed.Then she thought..."They do go to work maybe thats where they went".Franciesca ran to their phone and dialed in her fathers work phone."Hello,May I speak to Dr.Thompson?","I'm sorry mam' he didn't come in today." Franciesca said,"Do you know where I can find him?","I'm sorry mam' he hasn't even called."replied the operator."ok,thanks.Bye".Franciesca hung up the phone,and started dialing her mothers work phone number.-eeeeeeeeeeeeerrrrrrrrr-errrrrrrrrr-*ringing on phone*."Hello may I speak to Miss.Thompson?" "I'm sorry mam' but she hasn't come in today"."Well...If she gets in tell her to call 'Franciesca' back."."Ok,mam' I will do that." -click- she put down the phone and sat down on the couch."What could have happened to them?" she said to herself.At first she thought maybe they had to stay at a hotel or something.Then she began to think that maybe they left her.Soon after she thought the worst could have happened."They could have died" she said aloud.Then she tried to think on something else.She couldn't bear the thought.Her parents never coming back!Where could they be then?Franciesca was on a mission.A mission to find out where they were and/or what had happened.She went to the fridge and looked through the emergency numbers.She saw the police's number,911.She dialed in 911 and the she heard someone on the other line"This is the police,where are you and what is your emergency?","Well,My parents didn't come home last night,and I'm at home-all alone." The women on the other line replied,"Honey, where do you live?".She remembered her address by memory so she gave it out to the operator.Soon enough she was called back with her last name.They asked her if it was correct she replied yes,for a moment she thought maybe they were found.Then she heard the words,"Tragic death" come out of the operators mouth and she couldn't hear anything anymore.Tears began to pour out of her eyes,the world felt like for a moment stopped spinning.All of a sudden she fell into deep shock and fainted on the floor."Wake up honey..."she heard come from a sweet voice above her.She opened her eyes and saw her mother,almost making a bridge over her.It seemed like she was almost protecting her from something.She listened closely to what was going on around her.Then she looked into her mothers eyes, and she knew.It was true she was gone,she was saying goodbye.Just before her "dream" was over she let her mom know she loved her and was going to miss her.Then all of a sudden she woke up in a white room.She felt a bed sort of thing under her.She looked around, and she noticed the area she was in.She was in the hospital. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~` Yes I was quite more ....that then this.. and such with my older version but they are so alike but also my second one is more descriptive in every way, except about the names and such. But anyways ....this is important!
Current Music:All american Rejects&Metro Station playlist
life moves on... Wow... So much as happened since my last post.. WOW! But I got hosted for Path of thorns http://confuzzlement.myimperfections.org is my new home and as for Starry Graphix I got it hosted and newly named as well http://sarcasticproductions.twistedrose.net I put up this new livejournal theme in celebration of showing off my new CSS tricks and such... you like? I made the css...excpept the Table wierdness parts hehe me not that person... But anyways I also edited that part too...which was hard. But Yeah.. go read my blogs at Confuzzlement seeing as it's my personal site and thats where I blog. Tell me what you think about this there or just comment it here no biggie. Well ttyl and I am a 7th grader.... well just finished seventh but...I don't know next year I am supposed to go to 8th but I was homeschooled the last portion of school and didn't get to do the TAKS and all...so IDK bout my future lately... Well I will tell ya later I suppose later dudes :) Oh, and I do have new crushes and such and well Adien moved and Colton..idk... anyways, I am so changed and different I don't know exactly where to begin and all so I just wont hehe
Current Mood: Well...later dudes Current Music:Metro station playlist
wow its been a while! Sorry it's veen so long since the last post! well my site Path of thorns is going well now! I also have 2 other sites at that=D www.freewebs.com/starry-graphix/ [which you can NOW go get designs for free=D] and then www.freewebs.com/Sarcastic_blends/ i had forgotten about it so I redid it all the way and look at it now =D// and then path of thorns- www.freewebs.com/path-of-thorns/ yup=D So well i have been blogging at path of thorns so to get more frequent blogs go..there=D
Current Mood: creative Current Music:Boys like Girls-all cd
If I could rename myself... I am not sure if I would... because if my mom and dad wanted me to be named Rebecca then why should I change that? I mean they obviously chose the right one otherwise people would tell me i dont look like a Becky lolll... and it is sorta a pretty name i guess. but if i really wanted to I would probably name myself Hope or Faith... i really like those names and also I think I want to name my future children those names :)
I would give it to my mom and Dad so they would have more money than they already do. Mostly because we only have so much... and we could use it for when we go to SeaWorld. Not to mention they have bought me many things before and I love them alot.
Welllll..... sounds a little childish but thats how i feel. If my parents did not need the money I would... 1.Buy myself a cellphone...and save the rest for paying the bills. 2.or I would buy myself an ipod and drawing pad and probably some clothes.(or swimsuits and go to like the movies w/ my friends!!)
Current Mood: artistic Current Music:The Veronicas or Taylor Swift :))
MY LIFE SUCKers! *its becky*hey.. errr. my mom is actually thinking of giving away our new puppy Gizmo Gidget Cook I LOVE HER ALREADY SHE IS TOTALLY ADORABLE.. im serious if my mom actually tries to give her away.. i might actually think of suicide. Well I already think of it I just dont..well anyways...
BAutifully Broken designs is almost open you can find us here when we are www.freewebs.com/bbdbk/
and I changed the layout @ Starry graphix and changed a few of the rules and the pages a lil' you can find me here www.freewebs.com/starry-graphix/
I would say if you have money and a paypal account i would go to starry graphics because I work on the orders that people make there then at the other two places.. its not that I dont try at the other two it is that I try even more @ starry graphics because people pay for something they are gonna want more from me. Also I am cheap hahaha well see yall l8trs -Becky-
Current Music:Taylor Swift-Picture to burn/Tim mcgraw
YO! hey whats up guys! just wanted to pop in and update this ol' babe:p and also tell peoples to order from me:p
www.freewebs.com/real-g-graphix/
if they want:p even though i have like 6 orders from ally:p and in other news Colton and Adien are like the hottest guys in the universe !The other day Colton was like idk WHAT he was doing but it was FREAKING hilarious and cute:) and then miss. Richmond took adiens mathbook or actually she HID it from him to find out what he would do cuz she is like 20 (young teacher) and is like really awesome and fun and he got up and looked behind her desk!!!CLASS CLOWN!:P OH AND ME AND MY AUNT,SISTER(JESSICA*2nd eldest),and brother, WENT to the renescence festival this weekend! it was awesome!! I got my ears REpierced and my sister did my makeup! I was a faerie Jessica was a Belly Dancer and Chris was like a bow and arrow dude and my aunt was a Lady from the olden times? anyways
ttyl, Becky
Current Mood: -you kno me:p Current Music:Evanscance 1st cd!!
I know its been a while since my last post! I am now a 6th GRADER!!!It is awesome and junior high is great.Right now I feel ucky ..I am sick so I didnt get to go to school:( Anyways See yall later
(I LOVE colton)
p.s.My band teacher is awesome also his name is Mr.Eads He's great and band is awesome too I am a flute player:)
Anyways I feel ucky
Current Mood: icky Current Music:Panic At the Disco-I write Sins not tradgedies
My story I have started a story.Me and my friend are going to make up our own sides of this one idea, and then make a sequel together.Here is what I have so far:
"Honey we'll be back soon, it's only for 2 hours you'll be fine.All the emergency numbers are on the fridge.Call us if you need anything."-smooch-*her mom kisses her on the forehead* -door slams- "Bye.." whispered franciesca.She quietly walked to the couch -click- the tv came on and she turned through the many channels to find out what was on.-sounds of birds singing-.Franciesca woke up and looked at the clock.She read the time 6:00 AM.She looked outside the window.Her parents car wasn't in the driveway.She felt a wierd feeling in her stomach,and hada bad feeling.She thought to herself "Something doesn't feel right,they said they would be back in two hours." She walked to their bedroom and opened the door -squeak- she was suprised when she saw no one lying in the bed.Then she thought..."They do go to work maybe thats where they went".Franciesca ran to their phone and dialed in her fathers work phone."Hello,May I speak to Dr.Thompson?","I'm sorry mam' he didn't come in today." Franciesca said,"Do you know where I can find him?","I'm sorry mam' he hasn't even called."replied the operator."ok,thanks.Bye".Franciesca hung up the phone,and started dialing her mothers work phone number.-eeeeeeeeeeeeerrrrrrrrr-errrrrrrrrr-*ringing on phone*."Hello may I speak to Miss.Thompson?" "I'm sorry mam' but she hasn't come in today"."Well...If she gets in tell her to call 'Franciesca' back."."Ok,mam' I will do that." -click- she put down the phone and sat down on the couch."What could have happened to them?" she said to herself.At first she thought maybe they had to stay at a hotel or something.Then she began to think that maybe they left her.Soon after she thought the worst could have happened."They could have died" she said aloud.Then she tried to think on something else.She couldn't bear the thought.Her parents never coming back!Where could they be then?Franciesca was on a mission.A mission to find out where they were and/or what had happened.She went to the fridge and looked through the emergency numbers.She saw the police's number,911.She dialed in 911 and the she heard someone on the other line"This is the police,where are you and what is your emergency?","Well,My parents didn't come home last night,and I'm at home-all alone." The women on the other line replied,"Honey, where do you live?".She remembered her address by memory so she gave it out to the operator.Soon enough she was called back with her last name.They asked her if it was correct she replied yes,for a moment she thought maybe they were found.Then she heard the words,"Tragic death" come out of the operators mouth and she couldn't hear anything anymore.Tears began to pour out of her eyes,the world felt like for a moment stopped spinning.All of a sudden she fell into deep shock and fainted on the floor."Wake up honey..."she heard come from a sweet voice above her.She opened her eyes and saw her mother,almost making a bridge over her.It seemed like she was almost protecting her from something.She listened closely to what was going on around her.Then she looked into her mothers eyes, and she knew.It was true she was gone,she was saying goodbye.Just before her "dream" was over she let her mom know she loved her and was going to miss her.Thne all of a sudden she woke up in a white room.She felt a bed sort of thing under her.She looked around, and she noticed the area she was in.She was in the hospital.
to be continued...............LOL
Current Mood: I am creative @ the moment Current Music:None
My finished graphics Today was very productive in the line of glamour-designs and orders.I did ally's "moved" sign.It was easy but it looks nice you can view it @ www.glamour-designs.has.it go to becki>pick-up and it is under: Ally-Moved sign or something along those lines!In other thoughts I went to the dentist and might have to get braces and also I have to re-checkup with them August 3rd or something to clean my teeth.They couldn't do it today.Too busy.
Anyways
see ya,
Becki
Current Mood: Happy.. Current Music:Ryan Cabrera-All of cd
Glamour-designs and my life Glamour designs is missing sydney because she is on vacation.I miss her much:) can't wait til' she's back.Also Lee is over @ our house.He's hilarious and he laughs at me whenever everyone else does:p He's great almost like the brother I never had...Lee if your reading this at anytime,yes I am talking about you:p.I don't know when he's leaving but when he does he will be missed.. :( I'll post about his goodbyes when it happens though.Well off to play with my family now..
tralalala...
*oh new favorite saying:p*
Zipedodah
Current Mood: I am happy~ Current Music: No idea the name but it has a nice beat.
Back home I'm back home again.I was at my aunts house for the whole day though.We went swimming and I stayed on the computer afterwards for a while.I made this awesome layout though.I'll post it l8tr.But last night before I went to bed I read a tutorial and made a blend based on it!I LOVED the tutorial.here it is: http://illusion.here-after.net/pspblendtut.html
Chemicals React+Aly and Aj I LOVE this song!I can't wait for the album to come out.If one of my friends get it then I am gonna ask them to rip it and send me the songs!!!!
Here's the lyrics for all you Aly & Aj Fans*if you don't like them you need to read these lyrics they are amazing!:
You make me feel out of my element Like I'm walkin' on broken glass Like my worlds spinnin' in slow motion And you're movin' too fast
[Chorus] Were you right, was I wrong Were you weak, was I strong, yeah Both of us broken Caught in a moment We lived and we loved And we hurt and we joked, yeah But the planets all aligned When you looked into my eyes And just like that The chemicals react The chemicals react
You make me feel out of my element Like I'm drifting out to the sea Like the tides pullin' me in deeper Makin' it harder to breathe
We cannot deny, how we feel inside We cannot deny
[Chorus] Were you right, was I wrong Were you weak, was I strong, yeah Both of us broken Caught in a moment We lived and we loved And we hurt and we joked, yeah But the planets all aligned When you looked into my eyes And just like that The chemicals react The chemicals react
Kaleidoscope of colors Turning hopes on fire, sun is burning Shining down on both of us Don't let us lose it (don't let us lose it...)
[Chorus] Were you right, was I wrong Were you weak, was I strong, yeah Both of us broken Caught in a moment We lived and we loved And we hurt and we joked, yeah
We lived We loved We hurt We joked We're right We're wrong We're weak We're strong We lived to love
But the planets all aligned When you looked into my eyes And just like that Watch the chemicals react And just like that The chemicals react (The chemicals react)
Current Mood: Chemicals React! Current Music:Chemicals React-Aly & Aj
Him i have decided to write about my life outside of the computer today.About the "man/boy" of my dreams Adien.He is the funniest cutest boy I have EVER met.I just LOVE him he makes me smile thinking about him.How does life go so fast?All I wonder about is why I love school?I like science and reading, but I mostly like the talking and striving to be "popular" parts.I don't know why people need to be popular to be happy.Sometimes I wonder what it would be like if my life was a book or a movie.If it was I would be happy.I love my life and would love to share it to people around me.Ok now I am getting really wierd....enough
thanks for reading...i guess,
Becky :)
p.s. I am missing my friends Liz and kody and kaytlin and my..group.Time to face it Becky I REALLY miss them.
Current Mood: I feel wierd... Current Music:Jordan Pruitt-Outside looking in
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